When we pray, "Forgive us our trespasses,"
we do not only ask to be released from the guilt
of such sins as separate us from God. There are
many other offences which impair, though they do
not destroy the life of our souls, and our union
with God. These lesser offences have all their own
guilt, and their own punishment. They may delay
for long years our entrance into Heaven. They
may have to be expiated by the most agonising
sufferings. We must the more earnestly beg for
forgiveness for these venial sins, because we are
inclined to underrate the greatness of their evil, and
of the misery they carry in their wake.
Why cannot we get rid of these venial faults?
Why is it that God does not free us from them
altogether? It is not God's fault, it is our own. It
is we who will not be forgiven, not God who will
not forgive. We still retain a certain love for these
venial sins. We cling to them, and therefore they
cling to us. We do not really hate and reject them.
We have not that utter aversion for them without
which such forgiveness, as will rid us of them and
of all their evil consequences, is impossible for us.
In order that we should clear ourselves entirely
from the guilt and punishment of venial
sins, we must abhor, not only this or that sin, but
all sin, venial as well as mortal, and our hatred
must correspond as far as is possible for us, to the
gravity of our sins in God's sight. We are too often
very far from fulfilling this necessary condition,
and therefore the punishment which our sins
deserve at the hands of God is not wholly remitted.